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1/1/16 12:58 pm - No caffeine 2016

Ugh I haven't had caffeine this year. Had a coffee yesterday and now no more. I am doing no it to help health and anxiety but right now I feel like hot butt.

My head hurts and I feel like my face is hot and also too big. I've had caffeine withdrawal before and was expecting this so I am trying not to whine too much.

At least Josh is doing the same thing so there is no tempting soda in the house.

12/22/15 07:34 am - Wacky dreams

I just woke up from a dream that seemed real enough I checked my hair to see if it was wet.

I dreamt I was sitting on a river bank in the water on a rocky out cropping. I was mostly submerged in the water - just my shoulders and face were out of the water. I was sitting there really still waiting for animals to come visit me.

I sat there so still for long enough that a duck came and sat on my head and then jumped in the water. And some smaller birds waddled up next to my head and jumped in the water and swam around in front of me. There was a little frog on the river bank that shuffled closer and closer until he was sitting on my arm.

A scientist came by and was taking water samples of the river and was chatting with me. I told her the duck's name was Pizzaface and then I woke up.

5/28/15 08:40 pm - Dumb ole cancer

My Mommy was diagnosed recently with Colon Cancer. She had been having problems with her digestive system and was slightly anemic. So the doc scheduled a endoscopy/colonoscopy to check her innards for demons...I mean gnomes...I mean problems.

They found 1 polyp and 1 tumor. The biopsy said cancer and all the follow up testing said cancer BUT BUT BUT today we found out that she is in Stage I and that she can have surgery to remove the tumor/some intestine and will need a bit of chemo. There is no spread of cancer to lymph nodes or anywhere else in her body. I'm so relieved to hear that. She should have her surgery within the next week or so. Her recovery time will be a few months from the surgery, but may only need to be off work for 1 or 1 1/2 months.

I am cautiously optimistic. It's not as bad as my brain was worrying it to be. I think she can beat this thing! BEAT THOSE GNOME DEMONS!

3/13/15 01:55 pm - Yuck

I'm having a really hard time at work
Our work week goes from Monday to Sunday
Last week I worked 50 hours
and was here in the office until 7pm on Sunday
I worked 11 hour days Monday Tuesday and Wednesday this week because I was taking Thursday off to care for Josh after his minor surgery
I ended up having to answer emails from home from noon to 9pm yesterday

and now I find out I have to work ALL Saturday
mandatory overtime

I'm trying not to cry at work

1/2/15 07:44 pm - Post post post like a baby stoat

Hello Livejournal Peoplefaces!

I'm typing this while watching Bob's Burgers on Netflix at work because it isn't super busy and I have to fill the next 20 minutes with EXCITEMENT!

Let's talk about the dream I had last night. I dreamt last night that I had a baby and named it Spoorf.
And I cried and cried because no one knew the beauty of the name Spoorf and kept making fun of me. They are so mean!

I also dreamt I was going to a movie theater where you had to fight each other for a place to sit and Jim Carrey kept trying to sit on my lap. He yelled at me and I yelled at him and I got kicked out of the theater but I at least got my money back.
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